i know i havent been blogging.. haha.. too lazy..
too caught up with my sis' xmas present.. haha.. a taiwanese drama series.. 'Devil beside you'..
and of course, maple.
HAHAHAHA.
the show is damn nice..really.. trust me.. ahhaha..
went to east coast today.. my cousin booked the chalet.. it was raining the entire day.. my-or rather cailing's-blades slipped and i fell hard on my butt.. *ouch* haha..
i guess i'll be going back tomorrow.. going to blade and try to rid of more fats..haha..
so tired.. class chalet on the 30th... and after 1st jan, i'll start to look for a job..
slacked one and a half months away liao.. time to earn some money and change my entire wardrobe..
goodbye to my giordano polo tees, jeans and converse sneakers.
HELLO to levis, mango and nike.
BWAHHAA.. ok.. shall not think about what to buy.. must have money first.. ehehee..
ok.. back to the show.. xD

Valerie, your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

i did have something on today, ok.. haha.. i went to church today! haha..
had a great celebration.. then went to orchard with the cg! haha.. took loads of photos and went back to spc where we rotted and went high.. haha
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

ok.. i'm back! had sakae with ah linz today.. mmm.. missed her so much.. i know she missed me too.. only she dun want to say nia.. HAHA.
anyway, i'm leading a boring life now. going to the library nearly every day.. sooner or later i'll be reduced to someone whose 'hello's are insignificant.
oh.. poor, deprived me..
HAHA.. ok lar.. i'm super bored..maybe i should make up a list of things i want for christmas/new year.. i dun mind late gifts.. haha..
ok.. here goes..

- entire set of the chronicles of narnia.
- The Indispensible Cavin and Hobbes.
- foxtrot comics.
- new shoes.
- new jeans.
- new socks.
- new bras.
MAKE IT A NEW WARDROBE.
hahhahaa..
i should be thinking of a new year resolution.. i mean.. in addition to the one i've always wished a kept.
to slim down..
WAhaha.
okok.. i think i'm talking my head off..
bad mouth. bad mouth.. *piak!*

ps. happy birthday banananannanana! =)

now i'm grounded because i have to tidy up the house for the guy to come over and chant some things..
HAIZ.
my mum can't stop nagging at everyone..
i can't take it anymore.
I'M GROUNDED!
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
note to chintow: i'm not trying to criticise your religion lar. i'm purely pissed at the constant nagging in my ear. REALLY.
sigh.. going out for the one last time later.. maybe i'll leave and never come back.. haha..
enough with these mindless ramblings.
let me stone.

i know i haven't been blogging much recently.. maple is up again..haha
my brain has been in a mess ever since the thailand trip.. the bio clock in me has reversed.. i lost my appetite.. and lately i have been thinking alot about the results..
2+ more months until the results come out.. what if i dun do well? sigh.. now then regret not studying hard enough.. maybe too late le.. almost everyone is working or starting jc soon.. i'm so bored.. my parents treat me like a 3 year old kid and i'm sick of hearing my mum scream at me the whole day..
i can't do anything.. how i wish my grandma never die.. i cannot even eat tangyuan tomorrow.. =(
cannot go pple hse.. cannot invite pple over to my house.. cannot celebrate anything.. cannot celebrate chinese new year..
sometimes i really wish my mum is not taoist/buddhist.. she also dunno she wad religion.. chapalah-.
all of a sudden she's so superstitious. i hate it!
I HATE IT!
especially when i'm stuck at home the entire day.. haiz.. why i never egg her to convert to christianity the other time?
i wouldnt have to go through all this now.
God help me..

yeap yeap. i'm finally back.. 10 days of being out of touch from the world..
10 days without my computer and 5 without my phone... allow me to account for my absence..
spent 5 days having a hell of a time in thailand-bangkok and pattaya.. will upload the photos when i feel like it.. came back and the next morning my grandma passed away.. so its 5 days of funeral..
liddat liddat lorhs.. i will blog some other time la.. now very tired..
but i'm back le.. =)

first.. my hair was normal.. black with a tinge of brown..
then.. i had some blonde streaks. i looked like a lion.
so i changed them to reddish brown streaks. my family claimed i look like a tamarin.
so now. i'm trying out a frosty brown look.
my hair changed its colour 3 times in three days. WOW.
anyway.. i'm going to thailand tomorrow morning.. i won't be back till 14.
cya! =)

ok.. i was bored.. did wad leelin did.. heh..

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Empathy
In a survival situation, you:	Fight, and enjoy it
Your hidden talent is:	Endurance
Your gift is:	Fearlessness
In groups, you:	Get the party started
Your best quality is:	Your generosity
Your weakness is:	Your laziness
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this is damn true about me..

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:	Machete
Your Favorite Target:	Retail workers
Your Kill Count:	1,215,313,992
Your Battle Cry:	"Allow me to molest your face with this rod!"
Years You Spend in Jail:	26
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:	$304,211,337,632,147
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 84%
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wow..

went out with laykoon and kaiwen today!!! finally.. after half a year.. heh.. watched chicken little!!
THE SKY IS FALLING!! THE SKY IS FALLING!! RUNNNN!!
lol.. then went arcade.. walk walk.. shopshop.. lol.. go mango.. see loads of clothes.. go daniel yam =x
see pretty dresses.
i SERIOUSLY need to go on a diet.
it feels so good to spend the entire day with them.. so much to catch up with.. such... great (couldn't find another word to express) adventures.. we even dressed ourselves up in christmas deco!
haahaha..
then we used the spray hair dye to spray lay's hair purple and brown... sorry..
yada yada.. went for dinner at marina with kaiwen!
BA CHOR MEE! (yes i know.. diet... starts tomorrow..heh)
then go singapore river there take photos.. heh..
_
realised that i seldom blog now.
ok..ok.. i admit.
I HAVE BEEN MAPLING.
so now i have a lvl 23 warrior, lvl 26 mage and a lvl 22 bowman..
hahaa..ok.. must stop mapling that much now..
anyway.. will be going to thailand on this saturday!
yay...
goodbye lonely days/nights and hello to cheap and good food and loads of shopping!
going to do something to my hair tomorrow... also dunno what to do.. tomorrow then decide.. hehehehhehe..

i got the ritz carlton job- BUT i can't take it.
sigh..
had a haircut today. I LOOK LIKE A FREAKING BOY.

kisskiss.. me and leelin..haha..
on the phone with with laykoon now.. tats.. =)

i got the ritz carlton job!!! haha.. yay.. will be starting after i come back from thailand..
went to the interview with leelin today.. alot of things to remember sia.. plus the person assured us that the first week will be a total nightmare.. better pray for the best!

okies.. after the interview, we went to the arcade.. haha.. the drum thing is NOTHING man. we played the ddr.. HAHA.. WE PLAYED THE DDR! failed the first time.. cleared the next! were panting by the end.. haha.. saw terence (the on who kicked me) playing para para.. he came alone.. then we were wondering if he has got any friends at all.. blah blah..

we went around taking photos!!




introducing: leelin the toilet director! haha..



she looks like dory hor?



hahahaa..



she's trying to become who i am - hard labourer



ME!



AHH!!! squashed by the giant flip-flop! nooooooo..



Bloat and me.



pufferfishes of the world! UNITE!



lin's lingo: stun-ded.



my favourite!



ok.. its obvious which shoe belongs to who...



taken at our romantic dinner spot.



see the merlion? my sis morphed into it a few days ago.. heh..




ok.. more about our LOMANTIC dinner.. went to glutton's bay and packed 4 chicken wings.. then on to the street vendors for 2 canned drinks and 2 cups of corn (YUM!)
had a great ambience. we were surrounded by couples. the sounds of waves hitting the rocks below.. the occasional piece of oil blotter flying across our feet from the left... us gazing lovingly into each other's eyes...
NO LAR.
i made her choke. haha.. think *********. HAHA.

loved today.
=)

i got my princess diaries 2!!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

tis the season. i can hear santa's sleighbells already. haha..
rotting at home, as usual... watched the princess diaries for the 3rd time.

ok.. i shall make another list of mine..

the things i want for christmas

1. The Princess Diaries 2*
2. Bridget Jones' Diary 1,2*
3. a decent pair of earphones. (make it an mp3 player if you think you're rich enough)
4. a wallet. MY WALLET BROKE! AHHHHH!!!
5. ankle socks. in all colours! (i asked for this last year.. but...)
6. Cash**

* i accept VCD and DVD.
** only accepts cash and cheque made payable to Chong Valerie

check out my new wallpaper!



cant really see properly when resized...but its one of my favourite scenes in the princess diaries.. haha.. they were practicing on their waving.. hilarious.. haha..

i've finally figured out how to transfer files from my phone to the computer.
FINALLY. look.. i know i'm bad at this, but i've succeeded! haha..


my mum, taken right on the spot at the M1 roadshow


christine took this.. we were at taka.. COOKIE MONSTER! hahah..


chicken little movie poster i took at marina when we were out hunting for jobs..


my parents! =)


me and leelin, taken today at marina.. haha..

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ok... went out today with leelin, weiyi, andy and fred. weird combi.. but quite fun lar.. haha.. watched just like heaven. highly recommended.. super touching romantic comedy..
awww..
arcade-ed the entire day. first at plaza sing then later on at marina. fred disappeared. haha..
play play play.. played the whole day lar.. haha.. then watch the guys bowl.. then had dinner at kfc.. freezed out butts off and chatted for a while.. went home..
watch wu chu cai hong.. heh..
summary of the day spent.

went swimming with my mum yesterday.. didn't really get an awesome tan. it was cloudy and my mum DIDN'T want a tan. geez.. haha..

ok. the holidays are getting boring. going for the job interview on thursday...
wish me luck!

i hate myself sometimes.

really.

new wallpaper..



hi hi puffy amiyumi! watched this cartoon today.. its so totally punk! haha.. i'm totally bored and i wanna go to the zoo.. haha.. wanted to go during june for my birthday.. sigh..
anyway, since o levels are over.. i wanna go to the zoo!

any takers?

haha

the stupid maple patch doesnt work.
GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so now i'm stuck at home rotting (once again). this is shit. at least we get to study if we're still in sec 3.. went out hunting for jobs with kohmei and leelin yesterday.. yada yada.. going to bangkok in dec..so many plans, so much time.

got the coffee club job, but turned it away.. sigh.. maybe i should get an ntuc job near my house.
but the pay totally sucks.

ok.. i'm soooo bored now. stupid. i cant maple.

haha.. so long nv blog le.. have been on maple.. theyre going through servicing or something now.. cant maple.. HAHA. anyway.. am going to mrs kong's house later.. class gathering!
december is almost here now..

ok.. let's take a look at what i have managed to do over these few days..
haha..okay..

-gotten my ears pierced the second time.. i have 3 piercings now! chris got 2.. =)
-motorola v3.. my dad hasn't taken it away.. yay..
-contact lens! finally!

and the things i HAVE to do.

-cut my hair. it looks like a wild bush. haha..
-highlight my hair (haven't come to a decision about the colour.. apparently, the green in the green streaks will fade and make your hair look gross)
-a job. just told llinz that i aspire to become a hard labourer.
-JIAN FEI >.<

ok. enough. enough..

As Told by Valerie..

the ultimate way to vent your anger..

and the stupidiest thing to do..

smile when you are assaulted by unidentified bouncing objects.

i know i know.. i'm being lame..
heh. i'm so tired.. so tired.. got a new phone. my dad wants it.. ahh.. nevermind..changing to a new line soon.. yada yada.. boring details.. last paper tmr. not looking forward to it. so sian.
dad's birthday tmr..
shall return to maplestory to seek refuge from the outside world.
if only u can find money on the ground...

hahaha.. i think i'm crazy already.. went to blade with cailing, christine and hubert.. hehe.. cailing's blade broke so we went to cycle instead.. my butt hurts now..
maple-ing like siao now.
HAHA

let us talk abt the recent papers.
lit p2. wrote the essay twice.. ended up with a short essay. came out feeling like shit.
amaths p1. why did i even take up amaths in the first place? came out feeling like the end of the world.
geog. crapped my head off.. ended the paper with a 12 marks question, answered completely.
okay.. maybe apart from the fact that i have just randomly chucked in the answers in point form.
i reallllly hope mdm ernie doesn't read this. if you do, please ignore what i've mentioned above.

amaths p2 tomorrow. easy peasy. i'll just sit and stare at the paper until the answers decide to pop out randomly from thin air. maybe i'll score better than if i wrote anything in it.

sigh.. come to think of it, i dun really have a bright future.

what will really happen to me if i fail o levels?

1. work at a fast food joint for life (preferably bk) and grow fat. i'll be the staff of the year and years to come. maybe i'll even get a long service award or break the guinness world record for being the person who spent half her life working in bk.

2. sign up with an agency as a domestic helper.
-actually i dun think i'll need it. my dad's already offered me a life-long contract cleaning up the house. maybe i can refurnish anything and everything in sight.

3. head for the hills and never to appear in singapore again. i'll live by hunting down birds and an occasional deer in the amazon forest.

4. leave this place, go elsewhere and start writing a book about how a girl struggled to make ends meet after she fails o levels and was made to leave and never come back by her parents. i'll name it 'My Autobiography'. betcha it'll be No.1 in the Non-fiction books of the decade. no.. make it a century.

5. scrimp and save up with everything i've got. by the time i earn enough for an air ticket i'll be slim and pretty. then i'll take a plane somewhere else and busk along the streets singing 'Santa Claus is Coming to Town' until i get headhunted by some great,big recording company.

6. on the other hand, if i'm slim and sexy, it wouldn't be a problem to get on miss universe ain't it? i know the answer. it's always "World Peace [smiles]".

7. join the armed forces. i'm seriously giving ns a thought at this point of time. so guys, if u decide to miss it due to "unknown medical reasons", i'm calling u a wimp. HA! WIMP!
ok.. think the navy doesn't sound too bad too.. be sure to catch me in the GOH contingent in NDP in say.. 5 to 6 years..

8. sign up for singapore idol/star idol and any other things they come up with and shake national television like william hung did.

9. admit that life stinks and o levels sucks. start an anti o level campaign... haha.. as if.


or maybe i could simply

10. retain and live with the humiliation.


maybe i should only throw the books away after i get back my results..

tomorrow's lit paper 2. i think i'm going to crap like i did in paper 1.
paper one's a total screw up. for the first time in my life, i made a stupid spelling mistake. i think.. haha.. is it travesity or travesty? i think it's travesty, only that i hadn't bothered to look it up.. i wrote travesity. dang.
aiyah.. i hope twelfth night tomorrow will be ok. i'm downloading maplestory all over again.
it's all your fault leelin! haha..
lit tmr.. amaths the day after. did 2 amaths papers yesterday. got so sick of it i wanted to tear the *^&*%^ book apart and burn it away. but then again, what a waste of paper. heh. who knows if i will be sitting for the exam again next year? haha.. dun intend to throw away the books until i've got back the results. my dad'll kill me if we had to buy them all over again.same goes to the uniform..
goodness.. i think i'm uber high today. hahha..

haha.. go school.. go geog.. miracle hor.. i tot i would be stuck sleeping at home..
waited for kohmei. had lunch with her..
went to jisiao bibi and nana.. go home.. play game..
go down ji siao summore.. dinner. then go study again.
life is so boring now.. study all day.. haha. cant wait for the papers to end.. yay! hahhahaha
i'm high today.. just had a super long phone call with christine.. long time no tok so long le.. left out something in my previous entry...sorry!
haha
to christine-
my fellow bandmate for 4 years. our friendship blossomed with the growth of band.. haha.. there were ups and downs.. we quarrelled like we never had. but in the end we learn more about ourselves.. a great friend to me.. never regretted joining band and becoming buds for life!
heh..
kay.. i'm off to the game again.. shall not mention wad game it is.. it's something leelin played when she was primary six.. haha.. i'm 4 years behind time..
tats!
-lagger

'live and let live.' this was something i lived by back in my p. schooling days.
i could hardly remember this very phrase until i chanced upon lihyee's blog. ahh.. nostalgic seh.. it's kinda touching to know that your friend has never forgotten you after 4 long decades (well..almost).. i dun think she was referring to another valerie chong hui min eh? or am i not the one and only? haha..
'live and let live'.the four words that somehow sums up my overall bo chap attitude..actually, i think i still live by them..just on a smaller scale..4 years have come and passed..primary school days.. the innocent era.. haha. sometimes i cant even match faces to their names anymore. infact, i just stare straight into their face without the slightest hint of recognition (or i simply chose not to acknowledge the fact that i have been in the same class).dun ask me why. i have no idea.
some friends come and go..few leave deep impressions..and the true ones stay forever.
i've tasted the happiness and hardships in many different friendships..
some were short-lived, but they do leave my feeling as if i'm floating..regrets came with a few of them. i can't really blame them. they taught me to be stronger; more tolerant and to a certain extent, more bo chap.
o levels now.. i can still remember back during PSLE
i haven't even bothered to study.maybe heading to the beach every day after the papers was a huge mistake, but i suppose i'm 4 years too late to regret now. i used to be one of the strongest in english back then.. but now i see that all my ex classmates speak impeccably.
sigh.
to weini- my kindergarten chum (i admit. i stole that bear eraser from you back in k2. pamela [think that was her name] wasnt lying.)
my p schoolmate we weren't that close until upper primary..i think.
my sec classmate for 4 days.
ok.. so we haven't really lost contact..i think.. heh.. do drop me a call sometime la.. lol..
to lihyee-my les partner.
we hatch lil chicks and watched them grow. we fed the rabbits and watched them mate. we went to the beach to rot all day.
dang.why did i end up in mjr?missed you loads.
to jiaqi-
my first best friend.
friends forever and do send your mum my love.
i miss the days back then.. now we're secondary school graduates already! how time flies..
on to the sec school..
to leelin-the one and only one who has never given up on me
also. the one and only one with LOTS of smses to reply.
we braved through the toughest storms and came out in one piece (sounds familiar hor? =P)
i love you.. =)
to kohmei-
only got to know you this year..
lovable and cuddly friend..dun be too pessimistic kay?
i know you can do it.
to apple-i have learnt my life greatest lessons.we may not be on such good terms anymore, but you taught me things which cannot be expressed by words.
for once, i am more tolerant (and bo chap). i finally knew what friendship revolves around.its trust and love. without trust, there can be no love,and without love, no best friends.
thank you.
to huijoo-
my beloved ass. you always create the disturbance in the force, and i always help to enhance it. crap partners.
send me an invitation when u get married yeah?

why do i sound like i'm writing a death note? fear not. i am not attempting suicide or any form of infliction of pain to self just yet.
these are the people who have taught me to be.. well me..so if you happen to hate me, you'll have to blame them cos they somehow have caused an influence in my life.
live and let live?
i'm not so sure about it now. its up to you to decide whether i'm really that bo chap.

dun ask me anything about science.
I GOT THE RADIOACTIVITY QUESTION WRONG.
sigh.... science was a goner.. now to humans and maths.

i finished the paper in half an hour... was it too easy or was it filled with trick questions?
i'm not done for physics yet.. tmr english.. the bloody paper that shall decide my fate..no.. not tmr..TODAY.
freak.
3 papers heading my way.. and i'm still wide awake.
geez.. faster finish la! i can't wait to celebrate.. heh..

the end is near!
THE DAY IS HERE!

wow.. i rhyme.. ha.
good luck everyone!

A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:

Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children.

Your daughter, Judith

PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.


HAHA!

did 4 maths papers today.. was about to do the fifth when i finally decided not too.. mentally drained for the day.. already done with ss, but still no confidence.. need to get at least a distinction very very very very badly.. sigh.. even mdm ernie said i'm far from an A1. its ss lar.. if only i took pure geog..sigh..i'm getting crankier by the day.. the fact that i can't do science totally pisses me off, and the fact that i shut the book every time i open it tells me my attitude stinks.
thank God i dun need science to get into media and communications.. only language..
walao..
LANGUAGE.. can i get a distinction for my eng? nv see miss cheong for any consultation. hate compre.. i'm so gonna die if they decide to come out with some crap question for essay writing... suddenly the distinction seems so far away.. maths.. dun even know can pass anot.. science.. dun even talk abt it.. really really really hope and wish i can do well for humans.. puh-leasee..
ahh.. should really stop beating myself up. haven even take the test talk so much.
shall do ss now...
jiayou!

haha..introducing.. my desktop wallpaper.. HAHAHHAHAHAHA

i have finally over and done with mole concept. was studying and freezing my butts off in the library- again. well.. did a lil' chem here and a lil' ss there.. made some amazing discoveries today..
discover the truth....
some people are really unfortunate...their parents give them really meaningful names only to be mistaken by others..
da4 qiang2 can also be known as da2 qiang3 (robbery)
fei1 li4, alas, can be known as fei1 li3 (molest)
poor babies,my heart goes out to you..
and on the the next big thing.. as we can see, the CMI (cannot make it) ah lian wannabes in singapore share a common ail. they have to strain their necks to get a so-called decent photo to be taken.. you know? the bimbos who always 'kek' until their eyes are about to fall out.. guess who they were trying to imitate?
heh..
they inspire to become

haha..
till then..

Your IQ Is 85

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Average

i'm illogical..
i'm a....maths genius? GOODNESS! REALLY???
haha. this is so not what i've expected..

chemistry day for me today.. did chem all the way from morning till night.. ahh..
have finally managed to do the mole concept.. heh.. yay...
met christine at 10am.. then cailing popped over for a surprise today..
surprise surprise!
then we popped over to 124.. found bibi.. surprise! ahahaha..
then lecia and joyce popped into the picture.. surprise! hahaha
crap lar.
then banana popped over... (we do sound like we're holding a party eh?)
studied more chem...
then all left, leaving me, nana and bibi.. had dinner with banana at mac..(i'm growing fat already)
then went back to find all the tables occupied.. haha.. then me and nana entertained ourselves while waiting for bibi..dancing, playing.. etcetc.. even sitting on the floor and staring into her house like retards.. haha..played badminton with nana and bibi's siblings.. needed to destress very badly seeing how crazy we became.. bwahahaa..
it was until 9 that i went home.. haha

i think we're crazy.. check out my cool expression. i'm the one in the middle, in case u haven't noticed.. =)
it says 'mad scientist: I can't do mole concept.'

had chinese today.. actually felt satisfied for my compo- for once.. haha.. wrote a super long compo (wow!). 2 and 3 quarts pages.. quite a large chunk for someone with such a limited chinese vocab.. heh.. and now instead of getting all five of the fill in the blanks part wrong (like in june), i got one correct! I SEE IMPROVEMENT! haha..
i realised all my entries seem to be about studying and studying.. quite boring huh.. yeah.. no choice ma.. O LEVELS LEH. btw- chionging my sciences now. haha.
ok.. lemme see.. not actually in a mood to crap now.. aiyah. next time lah.
=)

i chionged chinese today. finished 4A.. left with 4B and maybe 3A&B if i have the time..
suddenly i have this fleeting image in my mind- A for chinese.. haha.. i wonder if i can make it.
come on man. i have to seriously study hard.
really... i wanna go to a course i want. so.. study!
=)

apent the entire day in the library.. freezed my butts off.
studied like siao. FINISHED SOCIAL STUDIES! yay..tomorrow going to chiong cheena..
dang.. chinese. but heck. if i can get a b3, i can get a freaking A.
yes i can.
yes i can.

its a cold day.. i realised i'm not studying hard enough (as always....)
maybe thats why i've been feeling so shite lately. i need to study.
it fuels my everlasting thirst for more maths
drives me to the brim of the already overflowing adrenaline.
i live to amaths! i yearn to discover more on alpha emissions! i live to savour the great taste of oxidised C2H5OH. i....
my enthusiasm is overpowering. as if..
HAHA.
i think i'm insane. for lack of a better word, i'm in an isolated state of delirium.
hear me wail!
BWAHAHHAHAHA

i need to destress very badly. not that i'm stressed because of my exams.
blame it on the weather.
had it not rained, i could have spared myself the agony of fighting with leelin over an umbrella and starhub.
had it not rained, i wouldn't have slipped on mud. thank goodness i didn't fall..i would have died of embarassment.
had it not rained..... i can't think of anything else to complain about.
received 3 more maths papers "yippiee!" and a pair of dirty school shoes, courtesy of the ^%#@) mud.
blame it on the weather.
the rain was so heavy i thought tsunami was hitting singapore. i even considered calling home to tell my mum how much i love her and my family. the trees were swaying so badly... pity one of the trees near aljunied mrt suffered a case of having its limb(s) amputated by lightning.
after overcoming the storm, i went to the shop opp. and find that the ramly burger machine is out of order. WHERE IS MY RAMLY BURGER?
it must have been the weather. i can imagine the lightning striking the main electric supply, travelling through the wire, melting the fuse and everything. or worse. it must have electronically reprogrammed the plug, connecting the earth wire and the live wire together, making the machine live. but then again, if the machine was live...
wouldn't the meat be cooked faster?
i have this sudden urge to go to the geylang serai pasar malam to get my ramly burger.
but heck... my sis' packing a whopper for me.
i pity my fats. they are practically fighting for more room in my love handles.
*chuckles*
finally.. a decently written entry...
=)

i almost made dory puke today..... i'm sorry... i'm sorry...
why? because we had a LOh-MANTIC lunch at hoekeepao.. hahahha..stuffed ourselves with timsum.. bwahahahahaha...
tmr is chem prac... jiayou jiayou!
have been going back to school every day... (minus weekend) i'm surprised i have this sudden urge to study..
gosh.. i'm going mad!!!!!
MAD!!
hahahhahahahhahahhaha

went studying today.. (again.. i mean- what's new?)
bwahaha.. anyway.. all of a sudden my keyboard and mouse feels sticky.. somebody must have been eating when he/she/it was using it.. gross.. haha.. ya anyway.. went studying with linz kohmei and john. woke up to the ever melodic voice over the phone.. "kohmei". bleah. as if. then cheehiang and weizheng came.. yada yada...
i can't believe it. for the first time in few decades i chucked a band cd into my hi-fi. ahh.. waves of nostalgia were hitting me full force until i thought of my beloved juniors. ouch.
heh.. went back to band for a tiny visit... liddat liddat.. the tubas were.. nevermind...
i'm tired. i'm exhausted.
yawn.
my entries are getting shorter by the days and soon i will be too tired even for blogging.
ouch.

i feel like an idiot sometimes. i really am.
never ever going to play maple again. the attitude of the people there stinks. imagine kids saying those words to you. for goodness' sake what is happening in primary school now? i hear kids screaming hokkien vulgarities at each other everytime i study at the void deck. do they even know the meaning?
sometimes i feel like giving them a slap. its nothing to be proud of. you should be ashamed!
their parents ought to make an effort to learn about the amazingly coulorful vocab their kids pick up at school.
anyway... preparation for o lvls - nada.
like i've said. i'm an idiot.
it's kinda like a duh- thing.

simple layout for the time being.. added the countdown. gosh.. they are nearing every minute..
waiting...
waiting...
darn the exams.
but then again, all the 10 years of schooling. all for this.. might as well cram hard and get over with it.
by then it will be goodbye to the ugly school uniform and hello to total craziness. i'm getting giddy just by thinking about this..
bwahahahhaaa..

a thousand apologies. my computer is failing me.
it's lagging big time, thus i'm unable to upload the g-day photos.. hmm.. nothing much to say about g-day.. except for the flooding of our school hall and all the handshakes, hugs and photo sessions.. heh.. will miss the school, even though its manjusri secondary.. 4 years (and maybe more)... was a nostalgic night, i must say..
katong laksa was still at its best, not counting the flies..
our teachers are the best. mdm loh remembered me. she offered me a warm and firm handshake which i simply could not bring myself to refuse. hugged everybody in sight. gave more invisible kisses to cm, my beloved (HEH!).
yada yada..
time for us to cram for the big Os. and at the same time get over it fast.
jiayou =)

i love my chem teacher, mrs tan.
she's cute and.. cute.. haha.. and she's just sent me a bunch of chem practice papers. what else can i say?
WOW. this is what i call a cool teacher.. love her to bits.. bwahaha.. went studying after school today at millinia walk with km today.. went to candy empire.. woot! totally cool! trying to decide what kinds of stuffs i should buy for you guys.. gonna miss you so much.. but hell..
am growing fatter. shall stop eating too much. i mean.. oh heck. WHO CARES? shite.
i'm holidaying even before my exams start.. booooo.. haha..

i'm into howie day's collide.. gosh.. the chords are alright.. but they need a capo on the fourth fret.. as you guys know, our poor valerie is too poor to afford a capo.. haha.. lazy buy la.. so ended up trying my fourth fret with string.. haha.. you can always count on me to invent such things.. valerie the brilliant.. bwahahaa.. jie: dun ask me which string i used.. i used what was within reach.. HAHA.. now dun kill me..
going to graduate on friday.. looking forward to it, but at the same time i dun like this feeling.. this means that i'll be sitting for o levels in what? 3 weeks? AM I PREPARED? no.
oops.
what am i doing online?
cram lar.
till then.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAPTAIN PIG!
haha.. my sis' 80th birthday today..
went to study with linz, km, chris at 10 am.. then proceeded to mac.. study.. cailing came.. study..
went lunching with my family.. soup restaurant.. not fantastic, but not bad lah.. haha.. any food is good food.. haha.. my beloved sister is one year older.. i really thank God for giving me this angel.. always kena bully by me..and always the one who is by my side, no matter what. i love her. =) then went to study... again.. this time with tow too.. amaths-ed the entire day..yada yada. haha...

heard about some people doing really bad things to our class property.. you wouldn't believe. i didn't until i saw it. i mean.. i always thought that yingting and amelia are nice people.. they smile at me and i always smile back.. why? the pictures with them on chintow, cailing, peishi, nana and fengmei's tables are totally rude and unglam... why do you guys hate 4f to the extent of being willing to post such pictures online? what did we do to deserve this? what do you stand to gain?

sigh.

anyway.. back to mugging..mug hard, guys! the more you mug, the better you'll fare!
bwahhaaa..

i'm so hungry i can eat you up.
it's been eons since i last came online.. not much updates, apart from the fact that i'm broke and i'm cramming like i never had. no more bread left at home.. i'm eating ritz biscuits with tuna.. unappetizing.. where is dory and shortie when i need them? lols.. i'm HUNGRY.

my essay is finally done. its crap.
but my compre not done yet.. i'm like deadpanned... going to crash any minute..gosh..
had amaths tuition today.. got another childrens day present.. its a pencil box.. aww.. but i already bought the garfield one.. thanks!
came home... had DIY lunch with captain pig. ADVENTURES OF CAPTAIN PIG AND HER LOYAL SIDEKICK, SISTER PIG. yeap. captain pig is my sister.. lols.. she made cream based ham and mushroom pasta. i made honeyed chicken wings and two chicken thighs dosed generously with orange juice. dun mind me but it tastes great.. haha.. we mixed a can of calamansi juice with one and a half can of orange.. wierd combi huh.. hope my tomach can take it..
the most tmr take mc.. haha..
going to attempt the compre.. think cannot finish.. its about some antique-robbing thingy.. history bores me.
yawn..
gooodnittgghhtataeverrryonnwre.......(gibberish..)

went studying today.. my pencil failed me today... had to buy a new one.. sigh.. anyway.. studied with leelin and kohmei and some ball... lols.. went to aljunied mac to study.. i noticed this tall, dark and not so handsome guy.. he looks good.. but who wears boxers together with a nice shirt and cap? lols.. he rides a cute bike.. anyway.. studied there till i got sick and tired of the tv.. irritating. wanted to smash it.. so i managed to get linz and dory to go to an 'aircon' place.. haha.. natural aircon.. my downstairs.. haha.. so more maths..and more english.. hmmm.. den came roundball.. study summore.. until i forgot how to do my circular measure.. %^E%@*&^( and i ran out of brain juice for my argumentative essay..
hmm.. what to say? they came over to watch their kindred spirit.. duno what kind of show.. it has like.. 300 plus episodes and the storyline is hard to figure out.. ya.. anyway.. we ordered pizza and had dinner in front of the tv..
i'm back at my argumentative now.. and once again i think it's crap. for goodness sake this is the third time at it.. i better hand this in.. i'll never forget the essay i never finished. i was at my eighth attempt when miss cheong declared that she's not going to mark it. 8 pieces of paper gone. ya.. and this time i used 2 foolscaps and i have succumbed to using microsft word. save the earth.. at this rate i would have killed amazon forest for my essays.
haha..
had a great time today.. later go chiong essay.. then go zzzz..
goodnight.

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its been quite some time since i've been online.. i've almost forgotten how to type.
the days have been flying past at the speed of light, soon it'll be graduation night.. in about 2 weeks, i'll graduate from mjr.. even though i disliked the school, but i still cannot accept the fact that in 2 weeks, i'll never be in a normal classroom, having lessons as usual. suddenly i regret the times i refused to go to school.. gah- monday blues.. am i prepared?
no.
haha.. o levels are coming.. too soon.
and to think my mum was so happy about my prelim results because she had expected me to retain and repeat sec 4. in say.. 2 years we will be downing ourselves with booze while reminiscing about how the toilet handle got pulled out and wake up the next day with a hangover and the sudden realisation that we are no longer kids.
in 20 years, we'll (hopefully) have a stable job, and a family.
in 50 years i'll be travelling aroubd the world in search of adventures. which means, yes, i'll most likely streak my hair with loads of colours and get at least a tattoo..
you only have one life. don't waste it.
in the meantime, it's back to studying harder than ever for o levels, which means nothing to my dunman high cousin. growl.
psle means nothing to me now.

i love my girlfriends.. haha.. the sweet sour bitter and spicy..
introducing:
leelin - xiao tian tian
kohmei - suan ku ku
valerie - la mei!
hahhaa.. la mei.. i'm hot.. yeah baby..was laughing my head off.. goodness.. they can come up with such things..
re-did my amaths paper today.. 16 marks careless.. otherwise i could have gotten a better grade.. but hell, it's over already.. anyway.. from monday onwards, we are all going to pia.. we are going to cram everyday but tuesday.. cause its the supposedly non-existant day of the month. some elf's birthday. do elves eat sushi? only this one.
here's to you, shorty.
you're going to be 16 on 27sept. honoured anot? haha..
although u still look like you are 12, you are finally allowed to watch nc16 shows- behold; the power of the identification card. hahhahaha
ok girlfriends, i think i'm going to end here..
haha..

went out with the girls today.. check out how hiong our beloved leelin was.. she's insane.. too much stress.. haha..went out yesterday.. here are the pics..



i look good! haha... self praise..



roasted pig.. crazy girl.
-[edit]-
_llin[ potential mugger` says:
im not roasted pig hor`
_llin[ potential mugger` says:
im sexy`
-[edit]-



and so they say...



presenting our very own queen of imitations! who do you think she's trying to act as this time?



yeah right. i dun care even if you are wearing esprit socks. they stink.

went to suntec with linz and dory they all yesterday.. met my sis for dinner at tcc.. the smoked salmon linguine is nice! haha.. tiramisu.. mmm...




trying to come up with something abstract..see the spoon?



bored.



see that look? she looks sooooo absorbed in that newsletter.. hahaa




bored.. and hungry..




really really bored..



hahaha...



one nice photo!



esplanade.. the lookalikes.. of course. we are sisters. >.<

some arty- farty NYC imitation.. only with a twist..




like i've said.. haha..



dory and me!

ok.. i admit! i was feeling bored.. haha.. see that cute lady in the cute suit? that's my cute sister.. =)


did i mention i saw this demented girl somewhere?



hahahahhahaa...

nothing much has changed.. still feel like vomiting every now and then.. i feel hungry.. but when i have something to eat i'll lose my appetite..i spell horribly now. can't even spell thermometer.
walao.. i was like what.. semi-conscious during phy paper..handwriting was atrocious.. keep coming up with super weird figures for my answers.. i can't even think properly now.
lets just hope that i dun faint later on.. i'm hungry!! but i have nothing fit for my consumption.. even a sultana biscuit makes me puke like shit.
AHHHHHHHHHHH

like i've said, i feel like shit. why? cos i got jabbed in the butt. pain.. >.<
haha.. fever back yesterday.. gone today.. but i feel nauseous... keep wanting to vomit.. haiz.. anyway.. had a maths and lit today.. amaths nv do 16 marks.. haha.. lit.. mental block.. sit there stare into space.. haha.. write very little.. was thinking abt why we should do twelfth night.. why can't it be macbeth or romeo and juliet? they are.. like so familiar to me.. why twelfth night? ah well.. easy questions though.. but they cant beat my mental block.
yeap.. went to the doctor's yesterday.. it may or may not be dengue.. better not be dengue.. dengue i cry sia.. vomited twice today.. actually i wouldn't call that vomit.. since i didnt eat much.. didnt have yesterday's lunch and dinner.. didnt eat breakfast.. a maths still ok.. lit no energy to think sia.. sit there until so pek chek.. now i have a hearty dosage of pills as my lunch, dinner etc.. they taste like shit. i hate being sick. still got ulcer sia.. what could be worse?
i had almost no energy after lit.. my legs were wobbly.. sigh.. suddenly i feel so old.... >.<
that injection only drove away the fever.. scully tmr it come back.. got pattern de... sat fever sun nothing mon fever today nothing.. tmr fever how.. -__-"
sigh..
i hate being sick.. and what pissed me off was that i cannot even SPELL properly now.. so many cancellations in my paper.. wa lao!
but what cheered me us was the relative velocity and the linear law.. haha
i can't spell.. somebody send me back to kindergarten.. oh wait.. i didn't know how to speak when i was in kindergarten.. make it primary school..
BWAHAHHAHA...
current favourite word/sound "bbpthwuay!" (ask me how to pronounce..i'll let u know.. haha)

had super high fever yesterday.. felt like shit.. 38.9 sia.. spent the whole day wonering if its dengue or sars.. but dun have the symptoms.. haha.. then i thought about my enzymes denaturing at 42 degrees.. or how i can go retarded or become some eccentric genius.. kept myself quiet until my sis came home at 2am.. sat on the bed and crapped to her until she fell asleep.. some audience.. haha.. i miss crapping.. anyway thanks to my cg.. i feel better le! I CAN CRAP LE!'
haha.. i thought about loads of stuffs.. like how i cannot die without a boyfriend.. haha.. or how i cannot die without having bought an electric guitar.. hahaha...i'm back to normal today.. apart from the fact that i have to drink homemade barley (yay) and porridge (eew) and mouth ulcer (double eew)... anyway.. since i have nothing else i have better to do.. let me tell you how i rotted yesterday

woke up at 12.. migraine.. so damn pain..
lie on the bed..
messaged jasmine they all say i cannot go..
lie on the bed..
took some daddy-prescibed pills
lie on the bed...
think about how i cannot die
sleep..
woke up with fever
38.9
dun believe
take again
38.9
wondered if my thermometer is spoilt
lie on bed again
sleep.
made to drink loads of water
go toilet
lie on bed
go toilet
vomit
lie on bed
take temperature 38.6
lie on bed
take more pills
cg called
lie on bed
sleep
woke up at 12. hungry.. haha
ate half a piece of sultana cake and a cup of tea
sleep..
sis came back at 2.
felt better.. crapped until my fever no more
sis fell asleep
nothing to do.. whole day sleep super high
decided to sleep

tadaa..
hahhahahahha
ahahhaahahhahaha
buhbye

i need a new phone. this phone is driving me crazy! was suffering from trauma throughout the day. &*^%#!$%& emaths paper. until i woke up and decided to sing all day. as in wail all the song lyrics.. think my neighbours already got used to it. this is what the students of singapore is facing: stress. wa lao.. do e maths until want to cry sia. *incoherent mumbling*
they intend to go jamming after prelims.. whee.. i can't wait this time. to hell with the exams. i might as well retain and take sec 4 all over again. ok.. here's the plan : we form a band, we jam, we disband. cool huh? heh.. saving up money now.. dad asked me what i really want. think i will cont. taking violin lessons. why else did i buy the thing? yah.. on the other hand i can keep it till i'm 40 and resell it as some vintage product. a maths and lit tmr. can't be bothered.
should i buy a strat? looks cool.. i even thought of what i'm going to do to it. but the better ones cost a freaking bomb. fender strat going at $999. no way i can afford that. the samick one i saw.. was it a strat? dun think so.. never heard of that brand even. ah... or should i go for the bass? maybe i should stick to the classics stuff.. haha..
learning how to read drum tabs now.. totally cool. my guitar is in a really bad condition.. unsuitable strings which make me bleed..but the sound quite nice lehs..haha.. maybe u will see me in the streets of orchard wailing "unchained medley" for some extra cash... but still.. WE'RE GOING TO JAM! yay...
oh i forgot
to any authority figure who will insist on sending me to counselling after he/she reads this post, please ignore whatever you have read. i am completely sane and i don't care if i'm not getting my priorities right. i will still study. i don't love mjr that much.
ok.. i'm bored again. haha

i wan to cry sia. I DUNNO HOW TO DO MY EMATHS. sad. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad. amaths... no need say le lar.. emaths dunno how to do a maths? just cross my fingers and hope i can pass.

i don't care if you don't
i don't care if you don't
i don't care if you don't care
i don't care if you don't
i don't care if you don't
i don't care if you don't care
i don't care if you don't
i don't care if you don't
i don't care if you don't care

i don't care if you don't - Green Day (J.O.S)

didnt have enough time for my geog. ended the paper with 2 points with 6 sub-points. i don't care. haha.. point form.. no time what. it's a miracle i can even complete the last question within 3 minutes. my handwriting was uncomprehendable. was scribbling like siao.
tomorrow is amaths.. no comments. and lit p1.. think mdm wi will give another killer paper.. her favourite.. ah heck. i dun want to go to a jc. prelims. nothing lar. i don't care. hahaa..

My mind is set on overdrive.
The clock is laughing in my face
A crooked spine
My sense dulled
Passed the point of delirium
On my own... here we go - Green Day ( Brain Stew)

chem was do-able
not that i can guarantee an A. cos i dun even know if i can pass.haha..
will be having emp2 and geog tomorrow. ^%*&^^%$* transformations. hope it doesn't come out tomorrow.. i'll cry. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let it be graphical solutions.. geog.. haha..
still left untouched. finished yet another storybook.. I FAILED MY ENGLISH. =( expected.
sigh.. i kissed goodbye to my A in combined humans. essay not finished.. i will kiss goodbye the A i'm hoping for if transformation decides to organise a surprise birthday party or something..
examination blues. you will never fail to subconciously remove 10 strands of hair/day.

its 11.30pm
chemistry p3 + physics/chem p1 - tomorrow
preparation -none
revision - none
topics reviewed - none.
storybooks read today - one and a half.
miss tay's so gonna kill me. think mrs tan too.. haha.. am i pro or what? guess what? i failed my EL p2. byebye to first 3 months in jc.
i love e maths. was smiling to myself like a retard while doing the paper.. hope to get at least an A2 this time.. couldn't finish my ss paper.. they should have made it a 2 hr paper. i had ALL THE POINTS. just not enough time. my handwriting was...illegible...
i think it is now the time for me to heed daddy's advice. stop going to the library. yeah..read ps i love u for the 3rd time and meg cabot's teen idol today.. haha.. i'm hopeless..
geez.. i think i'm just not cut out for studying.. the paper begins in what? 9 hours? and i'm happily blogging...
ok lar.. go study le.. have fun! =)

my dad bought us a hi fi set yesterday.. philips.. ok lar.. quite nice.. it plays mp3s.. lols.. now i can really listen to green day 24/7.. haha.. went to spc again yesterday... we are now an area- jasmine's cg, yanjun's cg and alywin's cg.. alywin is our AO and jiaying is our AM.. no more same area with carista they all le..but nvm.. haha.. i'm glad to be back on a regular basis. from this day forth, my studies, my music and my life are in God's hands. will study and play.. haha..
anyway.. i had a brilliant plan just now.. u see, i saw an electric guitar going for $185.. i gawked and kept telling my parents.. guess what. i need my results. sigh.. i was stunned la.. $185 is cheap for an eg lorhs.. so i was walking with them, jaded.. then my mum starts scolding me.. say i give them black face cos they dun want to buy it for me.. goodness.. nvm.. she nagged at me all the way back home.. until i asked her what's for lunch tomorrow.. boy, i'm so clever.. haha..
oh.. about my brilliant plan.. i'm going to live on plain water and save up for it.. think i will be able to afford one once i'm done with o levels.. yay... and.. i'm going to get 7 distinctions. (or at least 1)
haha.. not so sure about the 7 distinctions, but i will strive for it! =)
all the other people out there!
you must get at least 10 distinctions. that is- if you are those who study like siao, and have that many subs.. haha..
i'm mad... $185 = 185 bottles of pink dolphin
185 sticks of fishballs
185 currypuffs
92.5 plates of chicken rice
15+ movie tickets
16+ trips to kbox
and i can save up by drinking plain water all day.. lols.. and i'll be able to lose weight in the meantime! wow.. lols..
i really am mad..

Take the What Member of Green Day am I most Like? Quiz at GDA

woke up at 2 today.. haha.. watched barney for the second day in a row.. goodness.. anyway.. if u are reading this now, remember to watch the hurricane katrina charity concert tomorrow at 8am on chn 5.. why? because green day's in it!
lols.. liddat liddat.. another confession: didn't study.
oops.