Remember when

Remember when you're at a loss and you don't know what to do?
Remember when you want to get the hell out of this place and start anew somewhere else?

I'm so tired.

All I want to do now is forget everything that has happened for the past 20 years, move across continents to a country house.

And live a s-l-o-w life.

Without Facebook.

I have just ingested a whole load of junk.

...and I can't get it out.

D:

Character Stats are Us

Val at Nineteen
Fat Human Female, 19 years old
Level 1 Communications Graduate (Nerd Class)

Alignment: Lawful Good
Attacks: One Silent Clap
Damage: +8 (effective on young humans)
Abilities: Int 13, Cha 14, Dex 15, Str 12, Con 11, Wis 12

Skills: Run +15, Spreadsheet Handling +10, Walk +22, Social Networking +13, Teach +10, Knowledge (Gobbledygook)+25, Perform (Music)+20, Diplomacy +9, Cook (Fish)+10, Cook (Soup)+5, Research+18, Dance+10

Talents: Knowledge (Spelling), Craft (Music), Stopping Bladders of Ten year olds, Scaring Children and Adults, Excel Spreadsheets, Ingesting, Running in Slow Motion

Being 19 in a Nutshell:
- Slogged guts out during internship
- Lost weight
- Slaved away for a nice piece of paper
- Collected abovementioned nice piece of paper
- Found a job
- Made 500 new friends at new job
- Gained weight
- Completed distance equal to a full marathon over six months
- Found good looking craft mentor (Not gonna state obvious)
- Loved new job
- Read some books
- New job not so new now

Okay so it sucked for the first half, well at least it turned out all right in the end.
I really don't want to turn 20.
20 is old. :(

Adidas Sundown Marathon 2009

Erm, xmas '08.

HAHA! WE FINALLY GOT THE TLR PHOTOS DEVELOPED. IT'S BEEN LIKE FOREVER.

The girlfriends are flying off to Taipei tomorrow.
Grah, buy me something, and I don't want food! D:

I am so broke.

I resolve to survive on raisin loaves for the rest of the week.


Mmm.. RAYZZZZIN.

Say 'Hello' to Mr. Giraffe :D

Giraffe!
In Permanent! :D

My left hand is cramping. My right is swollen.

ALL BECAUSE OF THIS.
GRAHHHHH~

Enough of the Emo Shizz.

I don't know what came over me. But oh what the hell, it's good to be back.

Time to get some asses whopped. XD

The Soloist

Finally, something to look forward to.

Note to Self

Yeah, stop.

I seem to have lost my sense of direction.

It's been exactly a month since I've landed on the planet of the unemployed.
Okay, make that semi-unemployed.

I can't remember the last time I've had anything written down. All that I knew, was that I've marooned myself on the island of the desolate in blogoworld, and that I've axed all (but Twitter) of my social networking accounts.

Oh, and my english sucks now.

So much have changed since. Right now, there is nothing for me to complain about.

No badgering deadlines.
No annoying coworkers.
No pre-uni anxiety.
There's pretty much nothing I can look forward to.

My life is stagnating. D:

I'm actually starting to get bothered by stuff that I didn't used to care about, and that I'm more prone to saying stupid things, and then regretting them almost immediately.

Whatever that's taken over me on the inside is slowly chewing it's way out. It's taking it's time... Nibbling at first, tasting the flesh, letting the flavour ease it's way through, and then taking bigger bites.
OH CRASS, JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF MY MIND!

/end rant

I've scored myself an interview for tomorrow.
I hope I don't screw up.

Early Breakfast...

Scrambled eggs at 1...

I am so fat.


I am going to run tomorrow.


Hello, I'm back.

I have faith in music.

Yesterday.
Today.

Forever.

GIVE ME A MBP 17", ADOBE CREATIVE SUITE CS 4 NAO.

MY NEW ROOM.

A new arrangement, a new coat of paint, a breath of fresh air.
It's another new year!

Thanks, guys! :D
"Paint Day"

Let's start 2009 with some Hilary Hahn!

Another year gone...

Meet McSpicy and Curry Chicken Mee Soto!

They're Glo's and my Christmas presents from Fransy. FINGAR PUPPETS. :D
McSpicy the Scary Dragon's mine. 8D

Hello blogosphere! Did you have a nice Christmas?
I did! :D
The loves and I explored Henderson Bridge. We braved the rain, the wind, and two monkeys :)

Dory and her holga.

And I brought my YASHYASH out. :D

I love this photo (she's gonna kill me).

mmm, a well spent christmas eve. :)

And then came the FAMILY CONCERT.
I didn't play the violin this time. Emceed and played the Cajón.
Charmaine brought the house down, yo!
She's probably the most fantastic singer I've ever met. :D

So 2008 is coming to an end, and they're going to add an additional second to the last moment (to coincide with the position of the Earth or something, don't ask me, I'm not a scientist).

2008 is just...the usual.

No... WAIT. My hair is less sucky.

SEE! I have half-mastered the art of flicking the hair disdainfully at people I don't like.

This is so exciting. :D *twirls hair in fingers*
Longest hair I've ever had. :D

Okay, so maybe 2008 isn't as bad as I've thought.

Just look at all these wonderful people.
Who am I to complain that 2008 sucked?

2008 was good.
Bring it on, 2009.

13 Jours En France

Motion Blur.

There are just days when I can't seem to comprehend my own mind.
My mind has a will of its own; my heart doesn't listen.

I don't know who I am anymore.

Today, my left hand got into an ugly verbal battle with my right.
She (right hand) has scarred him (the left hand) for life.

If hands could suffer from low self esteem, my left hand would have decapitated himself.

It's okay if you don't understand.
Neither do I.

For now, I'll attribute everything to the lack of sleep.
This imaginary pile of mess better sort itself out soon.