payday in four days! YES!!!
i can't wait to quit my job. it's totally sucks the life out of me. for goodness' sake i'm already dull enough.
i dun wanna be reduced to some zombie-like homo sapien.
ah... GAH-
anyways, PAYDAY IN FOUR DAYS! yeahhhhh~ haha.. can't wait to get my hands on the ipod and dunks. YEAHHH.. pardon me for my CMI-ness. but i just can't help it can..
i think the posting results will be out soon.. *crosses fingers*
masscommmasscommmasscommmasscommmasscomm
going to work from 2 to 10 later. THEY'RE KILLING ME!
8 hours. plus the stupid test and the fact that its lao lang card day today.
how wunderful.

there are just so many things i want to buy now.. and i'm thinking to hell with nano, a shuffle will do...
it's pretty cool anyway.. haha... saw this fantabulous puma jacket i knew i had to get it.. its lime green and black, but its SO thick i think i will sweat like a pig in it. gah~
and the nike dunks.. SIGH. nobody thinks the black and gold one is nice. NOBODY.
WHYYY??
off today.. working from 2 to 10 tmr. going to suffer like hell.. taking the test too.. bloody hell.
all these for the gems certificate.. if u dunno what it is, its Go the Extra Mile for Service - thingy.
yawn. i have absolutely nothing to blog about, apart from the fact that i'm watching ISWAK ALL OVER AGAIN.
so much for having a dull life, eh?

went for the interview today.. realised my english is horrible.
HORRID!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

it is agreed that my sis and i should never go grocery shopping.

SHAMPOO -$10.50
FROZEN SPRING ROLLS - $2.54
FROZEN SAMOSAS - $2.19
FROZEN SOYBEANS - $2.85
SUNMAID RAISINS - $3.95
HAZELNUT ICECREAM - $3.60
LISTERINE BREATH STRIPS - $3.95
SANITARY PADS - $4.70
SANITARY PADS - $4.70
SANITARY PADS - $5.95

-

SUBTOTAL - $44.93

ok.. the thing about this is we simple grab what we feel like eating.. i had this craving for raisins so i grabbed a tub of them. A TUB OF RAISINS. how insane can i get? the spring rolls will have to be fried. since i was the one who craved for it, i supposed its time for me to learn how to fry it. what kinds of utensils and how much oil is needed and maybe find out if magarine can be a substitute for deep frying.
my sis bought her ice cream and lifetime supply of pads..
bought a bottle of shampoo.. it's a need.. we ran out.

i think this is the last time my dad'll ever let us venture on our own to ntuc.
HAHA.

i'm so sick my nose feels like its falling off. did i mention my throat is killing me?
took mc again. feel like shit. especially after band today..
ah.. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, I PLAYED FIRST SAXOPHONE.
yes. for the first time in my life. so happy can.. upon recollection of the past, i realise my history with the sax section were not the most memorable. everyone hated me then. you wouldn't want to know why. everyone was pretty childish then..
but anyway, i finally got to play 1st alto sax despite my throat which was already strangling the life out of me..
but my playing is definitely more horrid and everything.. yada yada.. shite. i sounded like a broken record on eternal loop. HAHA.
anyway.. met linz and dory.. crapped the entire day.. dory met a new friend.. kid about 3 years old.. i'm telling ya, HE ADORES HER! lol..
so sick.
so damn tired.
there's something wrong with my respiratory system.
even a tub of paracetemol can't help me now.

i know i haven't blogged for centuries. but life is sooo dull i seem to have pretty much nothing to write about.
nothing. zilch. nada.
everything is like a routine. going to work is like a chore. 4th april will be my last day at work. had to work for another month so that i can finally buy my ipod and dunks. yes.. my 'wants' seem pretty expensive.. but i think i'll neeed an mp3 player to accompany me on the longgg trips i will have to make if i were to go to np..
gah-
going to my first alumni band meeting tmr.. wonder how everything will turn out.. yada yada..
night shift for tmr. SIAN.
LIFE IS SOOOOO SOOOO SOOO DULL.

watched the grammys live ard last week.. green day got the record of the year!
on showed them going up onstage for a while.. then BAM! gone. lol..anyway. they are still my fav band. billie joe is as cute as ever.

going off to work in like.. 30mins.. haven't thought of how i'm going to fake a sprained ankle.
ah.. shit.

v day is so depressing. i can't believe i'll have to slave away at the checkout counter at ntuc while my prince charming is somewhere waiting to be found...
sigh...
ok.. enough with the crap. going to work tmr.. have to think about what to do to my leg so it'll look swollen and everything. i can't believe i stupidly went to use my leg as an excuse to get medical leave. how could i not have thought about something less imaginative?
stupid me.
depressed. cos iswak is finally over and so is the 7pm chinese show. HOW CAN I BE DEPRESSED ON V DAY?
but then again, its just another ordinary day humans decided to give a name for.

anyway.. enough with the i'm-a-depressed-human-being talk.. time to think about my future..
i really do hope i can get into mcm, cos i'll be so sad if i dun get in can.. lol.. since my dad didn't allow me to put aeronautical engineering as one of my choices, i have nothing else to look forward to..
when i was a kid, i seriously wanted to be a radio deejay, much inspired by the show hosted by justin ang and jeremy ratnam on power98 in my p school days. until now i still had the dream, but too bad i sound like a dying toad...
a few years later, after chancing upon the body bags series by christopher golden (they're books, not tv), i considered being a pathologist. haha.. but then again, the very sight of butterflies already sends me screaming like a retard.. maybe not.. haha
all along i wanted to be this great, world reknown musician.. thanks to my not-too-interested dad, my mum ran out of money for my violin lessons.. so even a simple abrsm grade 5 theory cert was out of reach.
so much for having a dull life.
if i dun make it to either of my first 2 choices, i'll die.. i'm telling ya..
i'll die

Choice of Courses

Exam Sitting(s): 2005

1 - N67 MASS COMMUNICATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)

2 - T40 DIPLOMA IN COMMUNICATIONS & MEDIA MGT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

3 - T08 DIPLOMA IN HOSPITALITY & TOURISM MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

4 - S76 BANKING & FINANCIAL SERVICES (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

5 - N45 BUSINESS STUDIES (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)

6 - S71 BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

7 - T19 DIPLOMA IN LEISURE & RESORT MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

8 - N72 TOURISM & RESORT MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)

9 - S55 TOURISM & RESORT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

10 - N73 PHARMACY (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)

11 - S86 MEDIA AND COMMUNICATION (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

12 - T01 BUSINESS/LOGISTICS & OPS MGT/MKTG (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

wish me luck!
=)

thanks bibi!
refers to the post in her blog dedicated to me.. [ hugs&kisses! ]

i think i've made the final decision. mass comm in tp it is... i think..
np is just.... so tempting can..
went to work.. yada yada.. then off to meet gfs for dinner at bugis. bought a shirt from giordano.. spent some more money and officially proclaimed myself broke.. for the month.
so damn bored.
blog hopped, friendstered and msn-ed few hours ago.
still so bored. anyway i showed my sis the yearbook and pointed to her this guy i thought was cute.
she thinks he looks like a nerd.
great. now i have taste for nerds..
geekdom, here i come!
valentines day will be a total bore, considering the fact that i'll either be covering up for the girls at work (who happened to have dates) or sleeping the day away.
life is so boring can. huijoo's gonna ask if i have a bf on v day... but i guess she already knows the answer. who knows? i may die without a single bf all my life. *shudders at thought*
hell. what are girlfriends for?

haha

ahhh.. headache.. headache.. splitting headache is KILLING me....
anyway.. results was ok.. had to decide between jc and poly, but family agreed to let me pursue a poly education.. simply because i'll die in a jc.. haha.. anyway.. my dad wants me to go to tp..
but i want MCM in np..
this is shite. the bloody COP for MCM is like.. 10.. and i got like.. 11.. what are the chances? should i take the risk and go ahead with that as my first choice or go with the tp one? sigh..
going to work later.. boring.. am now in a dilemma.
God help me.

met up with ah llinz and dory today!
sang, played and talked alot .. haha.. missed theit crap and their lameshits.. missed dory's saliva and ah llinz's constant buzzing..
haha.. ok lar.. its not as if we havent met up for eons.. but still.. aiyah.. u get what i mean lar..

photo taken with shorty's shaky hands.. but for once i look good in it..


sis said i look like a gremlin...

what to do? "MEW!"


and popcorn dinner! haha.. so CMI..

going to kbox with ah linz and dory in a few more hours.. i feel cheated.. paid a freaking 320 bucks for lenses.. now i'm broke and devastated.. not to mention (like what weini said).. that the waiting is emotional suicide.
really.
now i want to buy so many things. with the peanuts i'm offered at ntuc, its so definitely not going to be my day lar. i want the mei li zai wang (not just a pretty face) vcd now too.. the show that airs every weekday on channel8.. sigh.. plus the nike dunks that i have held on hold until now..
and the nano.

CALL ME AN IDIOT.

sigh.. but anyway, i think kbox going to cheer me up a little.. since iswak has lost its magic on me.. watched epi19 thrice.. cried the first time, watched the second time, and dreamt through the third.
sigh..

ok lar.. 2am already.. going to sleep and bring myself a day closer to the dreaded results..

did i mention i received $109 in coins today?
yeah. believe me, i had a hard time. =(

from www.moe.gov.sg :

6 Feb 2006

NOTIFICATION OF RELEASE OF 2005 GCE O-LEVEL EXAMINATION RESULTS/2006 JOINT ADMISSIONS EXERCISE

Release of 2005 GCE O-Level Examination Results

1. The results of the 2005 Singapore-Cambridge General Certificate of Education Ordinary Level Examination will be released on Friday, 10 February 2006.
2. School candidates may collect their results from their schools at 2.30pm on 10 February 2006. Private candidates will be informed of their results by post. Private candidates may also access their results through the Internet after 2.30pm on 10 February 2006, at the following website: http://www.seab.gov.sg
3. Students with ‘O’ level results will now have an additional option to apply for admission to the polytechnics under the Joint-Polytechnic Special Admissions Exercise (JPSAE). The JPSAE allows applicants to be assessed on broader criteria of merit, beyond the ‘O’ level results. Applicants can submit applications under both the Joint Admissions Exercise and the new JPSAE.

THE RESULTS ARE COMING OUT ON FRIDAY,10 FEB.
one word.
die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.
die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.
die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.
die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.die.

i'm so scared now even iswak epi 19 cannot cheer me up...
PLEASE LET ME GET AT LEAST AN A.
please......

i spent more than half of my pay today.
i spent 320 bucks on 13 pairs of toric lenses.
my hair is now black, thanks to the 'dark mahogany ash brown' dye.
i'm broke, and my hair is blacker than ever.
and part two of 'er zuo ju zhi wen' is still not out yet.
sigh.. this is so not my day..
but on a happier note, i can finally see better with lenses.. BWAHHAHAHAHAHA..

went to kbox (again) with sis, later joined by her friend sharon.. shopped around...
bought contacts, belt (to hold my jeans up), hair dye and marks&spencer biscuits..
i managed to spend more than 300 bucks on payday, and am now broke until the next pay day..
dun intend to use anymore of the money.. shall save and use my next pay to buy an mp3 player..

i'm broke!!!!!!!

one thing we must know about crabs. they draw blood.
like the stupid flower one did to me yesterday.. although its dead and everything. gah-
rest day today.. off day tmr.. YEAH. thats more like it!

Ten Words I Say On a Frequent Basis

1. I
2. huh?
3. member?
4. thank you
5. orh
6. okay
7. SORRY!
8. wa lao.
9. shit!
10. you're welcome.

have i mentioned that my life is pretty dull lately?

the o levels results will be out soon.. so scared..
i fear for myself, not doing well.
have been having terrible fleeting images in my mind recently.. f9s.. triumphant faces.. disappointed expressions.. everything. i have pictured each and every possible scenario befalling upon me.

i dreamt of:
-being one of the top pupils.
- getting A1s.

but then again, NO WAY was i going to do that.

i saw:
-gloating faces. to be specific, faces of whom i dislike.
-a F9-filled results slip.
-mrs kong shaking her head when she saw me.

sigh.. lets just hope these doesn't come true.. many things i'm afraid of, really..
though it may not matter to some, it matters really much to me.

i fear:
-not getting an A for english.
i know this is ridiculous, seeing how some people struggle just to pass. BUT HOW AM I GOING TO FACE PEOPLE IF I DUN GET A FREAKING A? i wouldn't dare return to mjr.
-not getting an A for lit.
screwed up twelfth night.. so i guess i wouldn't be too surprised.
-failing my a maths
cos my dad'll have a fit.
-not only for myself, but for my girlfriends..
please let them do WELL!!!!

so far i've came out with the best and worst case scenarios, each having occupied my thoughts for over a few hours..
or rather, after i sat down with a pensive look and tried to let my imagination run wild.

lets start with the bad news.

WORST CASE SCENARIO:

-f9s for everything, i run away from home and never return
-f9 for a maths, i run away from home and never return
-failure to enter course/school of desired choice, and run away from home and never return
-54pts, ditto above.

BEST THING THAT CAN EVER HAPPEN TO ME:

-top pupil.
haha! haha! this is really only in my dreams.
-ONE of the top pupils.
see abovementioned.
-10 for R4. call up everybody and scream into their ears "WHO'S DA MAN? I'M DA MAN!"


WHAT I WANT, actually,

is to have ok grades, no need to resort to runnig away from home and living happily ever after.



really.